Blog 368- On Drowning Tigers
Even if I came over right now and knocked down your door and ripped off your clothes and did you right there on the floor until you bled and I'd finished I'd roll over sweaty and still miserable. Groaning. She speaks and the wind roared across a rant of graves. She sleeps like an infant, burning and freezing and shreiking and she doesn't even know any of it.
No clocks on any walls I see. My shoes are an anathema metronome. Tapping the little shiver of the poor here close to the wood and liquid fire. Oily walls dripping with acetylenic paranoia. I rub my eyes. This is a bar. These are my thoughts. Dredging them out like crystalline scimitars in a swampy sludge. Every time I find one it cuts me.
The wind off the great bay suppresses. As if all eternity were condensed against me, a tiny illuminate yellowed scrap on the ground, just trying to breathe. Sleepdriving. Drowsy feet. I've seen too much. I've felt too much. Now I lay me. Now I lay me. Now I lay me.
She sleeps when she speaks to me now.
She speaks in my head.
Sometimes
No clocks on any walls I see. My shoes are an anathema metronome. Tapping the little shiver of the poor here close to the wood and liquid fire. Oily walls dripping with acetylenic paranoia. I rub my eyes. This is a bar. These are my thoughts. Dredging them out like crystalline scimitars in a swampy sludge. Every time I find one it cuts me.
Shoot.
Shot.
She
rings against my ear asking where I'm going.
" I'll flock to the darkest place. "
"Will you at least try to keep warm?"
" No, it's as cold as they get. "
The wind off the great bay suppresses. As if all eternity were condensed against me, a tiny illuminate yellowed scrap on the ground, just trying to breathe. Sleepdriving. Drowsy feet. I've seen too much. I've felt too much. Now I lay me. Now I lay me. Now I lay me.
Labels: Clouds, Drunken escapades, suicidal picks, the space between, Wind
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